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Hey guys, so this week I ordered from PrettyLittleThing, I know I said I would do a video in order for you to see what I got and how I would style certain pieces. However in my honest opinion everything that I ordered was atrocious ! I had to send everything back instanlty ! If you know me procrastination is me all the way! and the fact that I sent all the clothes back the same day really does say something   Damnation Print Tie Strap Frill Hem Shift Dress  I ordered this in a size bigger than I normally am, so a size 16, and it was vey short like... could see my garden short.. bearing in mind I sized up and I am only 5'4. The material was very thin and overall I just didn't really like the fit.  White Ribbed Frilled Hem Bandeau Crop top  I also ordered this in a size up (16) because I have massive boobs, and normally with bandeaus, they  aren't very thick to cover all of the boob in my case. I also found the material very flimsy and thin, you could literally see my bra cle

So I decided to do a Get To Know me post because I feel like its only right to know a lot more about me and somewhat get a feel for my personality ! I guess that I will start off with my birthday, I was born on the 15th of august 1998 so that makes me 21 turning 22 this august ( 2020)  I am a Leo. Through and through I am 5'4 & 3/4 (1.63m ish) My mum is Mixed race with West Indian and English and my dad (wherever he is) is Jamaican  so yeah up to you what you what you wanna call that really I'm just gonna say  British. I currently live in the uk- East London/ Essex. There Is always a massive debate about it ! I still currently live at home, as rent is fu*king extorchionate and buying a first home is a bit out of the question right about now. I have 1 younger brother called Davone who is 13. I have an AMAZING boyfriend called Matt and I already know that were gonna be together forever. SO ALL THE MANDEM SLIDE OUT OF THE DM !!!! I am team iPhone all the way (fu*k android). I

Hey guys, so I know that lockdown is coming toward the end and we can finally get back to some normality. With bars and pubs about to re-open, I know for certain that I will be indulging in a few bevs. This is why I have put together three looks that I know I would deffo wear to the Slug or Be At One this summer!  You have been warned I have decided to not wear make-up as it is currently 27 degrees when taking these pictures and it was even hotter in my bedroom! P.S. the heels in this blog are all the same Look one  The second look you can dress up or down, in my case I have chosen to dress this up with a pair of barley there heels and a small black bag also from Primark. The dress is from Missguided and has lovely ballooned sleeves and a tie collar. The material is thick however very breathable I decided to get this dress in a size 16 as I didn't want it to cling to my body. This dress retails for £28. The one thing about this dress however is that it is a nightmare to iron so you

Hey Guys So we can all agree that over the last couple of months have been a surreal blur. Especially for me and my family; having two beloved grand parents pass away due to the corona virus. It has been hard some days to  bare reality. However the best thing that I have found to somewhat stop the hurt and pain is to have some sort of routine, whilst being at home and keeping busy. This is why I have put together 3 looks that I like to wear around the house.  Look One  Okay so this look is very simple, all I did was pair a bodysuit with joggers ! The pink body suit from New Look size 12.  The bodysuit has poppers at the bottom  is really comfy surprisingly The Joggers are from Primark size M and they actually are from a the lounge section, I know you can't see the bottom but they are cuffed and supper figure hugging amazing for that home sexy chic ! Look Two This look is also vey simple, This is one of my fave pieces at the moment to wear which is a T-Shirt dress size 14. This is v

Hey guys So this week I have a little June faves clothing wise.  As the weather has been really up and down recently (as it always is in England), I have put together 3 outfits that I currently love to wear.  Look one                                                      The first is a lovely little beige (stone) coloured knit dress. This is from Pretty Little Thing, size 16 as I wanted a very oversized fit. Now this is very lightweight however it is still thick at the same time, it will keep you warm and won’t need to wear a jacket with this. It is very breathable. One thing that I really love about this dress is that it comes with a little knit belt so you can really snatch in that waist, or wear it as baggy as you want. I tend to normally pair these with white low platform converse.  Look Two     The next one is an all black outfit. The bottoms are from Top Shop in a size 18, as again, I wanted a very over-sized fit. Also keep in mind when shopping in Top Shop that their sizing is

 Heyyy guyyys So todays post is all about bras boobs and all things big tiddies ! Finding comfy sexy bras for women that have bigger boobs has endlessly proven to be difficult. I know I am one of those people! This is because I have a really small back size, but my cup size... fu*k me its something else. This is why I want to share with you my TOP 3  bra brands. LOUNGE The first brand that I want to talk about Lounge . Now Lounge are a new ish company, and they cater to women who, like me where you have a smaller band size (30-36) but might have a significantly bigger cup size (A-G). All of the bras are very comfortable and they fit really nicely, they are super super soft so they don't mark and irritate the skin. As well as that they come in some amazing and sexy designs and colours. I would defiantly recommend looking around on their website. My fave bra currently is the  Blossom BALCONY BRA This bra also fits really well and does not irritate the skin. This b

Hey again, Before we begin to delve into all things fashion, I just wanted to make this post about self love. Self love comes at the beginning of everything, like Mamma Ru says, " If you can't love yourself how in the hell are you gonna love anybody else". Which is so true ! Self Love comes an a variety of different things and there is no short way to answer 'how to love yourself'. But there are a few things that have helped me with my self love journey, and that have helped me become the person who I am today. We live with ourselves every minute of every day for the rest of our lives, therefore if you're living in a mind & a body that is constantly battling with it's-self, and not appreciating the beauty of who you are as a person; mind, body, and soul. I'm sorry but it's going to be an awful and tough ride. We all need to learn a little bit of self love and to not be our own worst enemy, and not to be so harsh and cr

Hey I'm Deneesha..                                  ... and this is my first official post after months maybe years. No... defiantly years of procrastinating. I have finally taken that small leap off of a massive cliff. Anyway, the main reason as to why I wanted to start this Blog, is because I feel as though I am caught in-between the two extremes of the fashion industry. I am netier sample size. Nore am I plus size. When I look on websites like PrettylittleThing or Missguided, I feel a constant battle in my head before buying. Saying to myself over and over again "are my boobs too big for that" or "mmm should I buy that in a bigger size because it's not going to fit over my knees" or... my absolute fave " what is the stretch like on that!!!".  Not only do I feel as though companies do this,(exhibit either slim or curve models)  but also on YouTube, when watching hauls, I find that it's either one or the other. I'm like